Something to die for

So basically. We know of multi cellular organisms. There was first a singular cell. Then they divided and grouped up and that is what are organs are made of. Now there are different organs with different specialties(functions). Now this group of organs is what we are now. A group of people is a community. Another step up then it is called a city, then country. You know where im getting at. So, what if sometime in the future when all of humanity is united, what is the next step? A group of planets with a star is called a star system. After that is called a galaxy. Then a cluster. So what if all these galaxies, there is something so massive. That what is a galaxy to it is like a singular cell to us humans. And we cant detect it and it is so uncomprehensible. Since the bigger you get, time for you moves slowly. Just like how human's capacity for time is what we experience right now, Earth's time is so slow that we see it living for millions of years. The galaxy is billions. What if that something, which is bigger than the known universe, moves so slow. It could tie up all the loose ends like dark matter and black holes and light speed constant. So, who or what are you? 

Waking up mad at someone. I never thought it could be this life enlightening. Am I really mad at this person, or am I mad at my self? In any case, what my dream meant is that you can never really trust anyone but yourself. You can pay someone to force that trust, but it is still not the same. But what if, there is a loophole around this. And I just need to find it. What are the limits of the human mind? Until when can someone stop, before they give their darkest secret? Did the great minds from before, did everything that they are known of, did everything by themselves or with someone? And how did they manage to deal with this darkness in the brain? Having the same birthday as Hitler makes me think what if I am him. The reason I do not have any power today is because I believe I would have done the same thing. Maybe start the World War 3. Just like the Black Plague, if that did not happen. The world would be different in a way because the Black Plague made the Middle Class. Is war really a necessary evil? I do believe that you need all your emotions to function properly. It is just that, you need to control some of them, and not show it to the others. 

This is not my usual blog post. I feel like just pouring what my brain thought while I was asleep; dreaming. Do I need a restart? And yes, I now think money can buy you anything. Unlike what they say in the movies. You just to be smart in buying. If you come across something or someone that you thought you cannot buy, you just need to find the loophole like you buy something or someone precious to them and in a way they get forced to trust you. Even though it is not the same as a genuine trust, you can just keep topping it off until you die. Then everything else does not matter. Truly, I think inhumane ways are wrong if you do it publicly and directly. You just need to think maybe two to three steps forward and made it look like it is destiny. If you think this is wrong, I believe it is better than not knowing that you are doing it and acting all non guilty face. 

Bruised Lips

Imagine having great lips. Now imagine those lips with wounds from being so dry. Add more windburn and a tad bit of bruises from being sucked and plucked. You can smile. But with the price of hurting yourself and extending your suffering from the scabs stretching. What do you do? Wet your lips always? Although with time, it can heal. But the duration in which you have it, sucks. 

There was a kid from the land that time forgoten. He uses a string and tie a knot of it on his finger. The use of it was so he can remember something of importance to use for later. I see the logic. Since the knot is a foreign object that is newly introduced in contact with the skin on your finger, your mind is at constant supervision to that area of your body. In which you combined the memory you wanted to remember to the knot. I guess you can say that its the same way with wounds and bruises. Either accidentally or forcefully, you will remember when and how you got it. 

What did I got? Nothing but a "g" thing. Today marks what did not happened these six years. Hmmmsskfj.. welcome back to blogging!