Nut Love

do u sumtimes feel like ur gonna give up everything cuz u lost sumthing or sumone? are u sure that that is the real reason why u are down?

one day, sumthing came to me. after a whole day of doing nuthing but being bored and playing with Boredom. i came up with a realization. it goes sumthing like this:
the thing or person, that got detached from u, is not the reason why u r down. you might say that you do not know what will happen to it or him/her cuz they are already away frm u and u dnt know what to do. but what you really mean inside you is that, you do not know what will happen to you. it might look like u really care for others or sumthing. but deep inside. it is us, ourselves, that we care more than others. in the end. we still put ourselves first even though we say sumtimes that we dont. loooooool