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Saturday, January 26, 2019

Waking up mad at someone. I never thought it could be this life enlightening. Am I really mad at this person, or am I mad at my self? In any case, what my dream meant is that you can never really trust anyone but yourself. You can pay someone to force that trust, but it is still not the same. But what if, there is a loophole around this. And I just need to find it. What are the limits of the human mind? Until when can someone stop, before they give their darkest secret? Did the great minds from before, did everything that they are known of, did everything by themselves or with someone? And how did they manage to deal with this darkness in the brain? Having the same birthday as Hitler makes me think what if I am him. The reason I do not have any power today is because I believe I would have done the same thing. Maybe start the World War 3. Just like the Black Plague, if that did not happen. The world would be different in a way because the Black Plague made the Middle Class. Is war really a necessary evil? I do believe that you need all your emotions to function properly. It is just that, you need to control some of them, and not show it to the others. 

This is not my usual blog post. I feel like just pouring what my brain thought while I was asleep; dreaming. Do I need a restart? And yes, I now think money can buy you anything. Unlike what they say in the movies. You just to be smart in buying. If you come across something or someone that you thought you cannot buy, you just need to find the loophole like you buy something or someone precious to them and in a way they get forced to trust you. Even though it is not the same as a genuine trust, you can just keep topping it off until you die. Then everything else does not matter. Truly, I think inhumane ways are wrong if you do it publicly and directly. You just need to think maybe two to three steps forward and made it look like it is destiny. If you think this is wrong, I believe it is better than not knowing that you are doing it and acting all non guilty face.