Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
i was playing Dota at the comp and we, my teammates, were losing. then suddenly i lost sight of them on the map then the monitor stopped moving and it was flashing and making the flashing sound jst like when taking pictures only this time i takes 3-4 shots per second. imagine that. creepy.. then i looked at my back then went back to bed. i know it is a bad dream(in real life) and i wanted to wake up.. my eyes were already half opened..and i can see that i am on the other side of the bed.. the only problem is, i cant move my body.. cant do anything.. i was trying to move my fingers.. but i simply cant. now i know the feeling of being paralyzed. then i noticed that i can breathe soo i tried to blow.. then i did it, i woke up..
that was the creepiest 5hit ive ever been into. and i rly had a hard time going back to sleep after that incident -.- woooo~ might be a sign for me to stop playing during late nights lol... not!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
- NYPD(Nationalist Youth and Progressive Democrats); an elite political party at our school, XMAS party.
- our block party.
- UST paskuhan.
- Jancee's bday party
- Krizia's Debut
- of course, christmas day!
- new year as well..
i dun think i will be able to blog for a while, it will be a busy break, mostly out of the house and away from keyboard @_@ soooo, take care everyone :D merry christmas!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
mostly pasta(baked mac). im a pasta lover myself. i like pesto but they didnt served it :c well, glad its a buffet(had a round 2 after this :D:D)
after all the formalities, we went to eastwood. drinking session with the college friends of the debutant
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
having experience a lot of that kind of situation made me realize and see what karma really is. well, im not saying that i trully understand it though. at the end of the day, u could say if u had a great one or a bad one. knowing that, u could see that u hav a number of positive nd negative days but never all positive or negative. it simply puts that everything is balanced jst the way it is. that is why there is this yin yang, which i see it; balance. Buddhism teaches us these things which is a good thing. knowing it, we can maximize what we do in our lives.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
prolly, we dont know what to do in our long break so one of us thought of going to the mall and eat lunch. it cost me around 300 bucks for my lunch with dessert nd everything. its sooo expensive o.o
then, chill @ krispy kreme before going back to school for 7:30-9:00pm class... the very tiring class.diao
Monday, November 9, 2009
u prolly wont agree to everything i say here cuz what am i to u? right? im jst a kid telling everything i know frm what i see and what i think is the right thing and is true.
to what i see, most people only listen to old people; experienced. sum, frm what they see frm books, magazines, or newspapers. others to professionals and sum respected people.
after talking to other people frm other countries and hanging out with them, i can say that filipinos are the only one with the problem. everyone is aware of the crab mentality. and filipinos are full of pride. its the ugly truth. no one wants to lose to sumone. that is why there are a lot of troubles/problems happening.
dislike this or whatever sohai but this is the truth
Friday, November 6, 2009
nuthing much. jst got myself a tumblr account jst to see how it works. nd i still find blogger a more hands on? cant express it though but what im trying to say is, blogger is still better since most blog spots i visit often is frm blogger~ even though, i still made one. good thing i found this tool that imports my blogger posts to tumblr. lol. its like posting one time at two blogs lol. like putting up a plurk then it puts up on twitter, facebook, multiply, and friendster all at the same time o.o zomfg
Friday, October 30, 2009
ever since, ive always tried to be unique. to be the only one who could do this, who could look like this etc. ive even came to the point that i was called weird. but being weird is fun. admit it. u hav to agree. lol. being different means ur fun. why? cuz ur not boring. that is what i see it to be. but me realizing, this things, does not apply to all. it depends on ur community; the norm. me being in the PH, people here hav the so called "crab mentality." im not putting away myself though. but im trying to avoid it. u always hav to blend in to everyone. being different means sumthing else. so it came to me that i hav to be jst like the norm. ive even tried copying other things, that i see which is kewl, so that i could be presentable; blend in. but it jst doesnt felt right nd i said to myself, i would jst ignore the norm nd find new ppl would could really understand what is right o.o even though, it is still hard to play teh part D:
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
i pwn bbq til dey sei wtf nd zomfg~
Saturday, October 24, 2009
it is now the Finals of the NCAA here in the Philippines and obviously, the first game was a sold out. nd now this second game, our school would win and so is the third/last game. the point there is, the arena jst wants to max the days of the NCAA playing there and making a lot of money out of the fans. probably the arena talkd to both teams and made that kind of plan. its not accurate but the truth always hurts that is why it is remaind hidden lol.
most businesses go that way. so tell me how much truth is into this:
? jst a piece of mind though. its not all true but if u want to believe it, then, nvm lmao
Friday, October 23, 2009
last day of exams~ lol. gl to all :D
Sunday, October 18, 2009
i dun know why. but i am afraid of dolls. specially when it is more life like*. i think maybe when i was young. i was afraid of this movie; chukie. but im not accurately sure that that is the reason why. when seeing dolls, like porcelain, and thinking if ever they would move or jst blink, jst creeps me out. alot. loooool. but not all dolls are creepy.
speaking of creepy-ness. one picture says it all
Creepy Chan: or Allison Harvard. she is jst the creepiest girl i know. u might have seen her on tv before; on america's next top model.
Friday, October 16, 2009
the night before this day, a friend texted me saying he feels so incomplete. me being as his close friend confronted him, but only this friday night. he was saying that he jst met this girl that was so perfect like one in a thousand. bad thing, the girl is already in a relationship but not really in a good one.
what my point is. my friend is kewl like that. being single and all. but, we being as social animals, we need love. probably from another being. now, being rejected. i know it is hard. and it makes you feel empty. speaking of being empty. it makes you have more room for urself; for improvement.
well, prolly. in the end. love is only a state of mind. a feeling, evolved. and now seen in different ways. :D
and i love cats looooooooooooooooool
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
do u sumtimes feel like ur gonna give up everything cuz u lost sumthing or sumone? are u sure that that is the real reason why u are down?
one day, sumthing came to me. after a whole day of doing nuthing but being bored and playing with Boredom. i came up with a realization. it goes sumthing like this:
the thing or person, that got detached from u, is not the reason why u r down. you might say that you do not know what will happen to it or him/her cuz they are already away frm u and u dnt know what to do. but what you really mean inside you is that, you do not know what will happen to you. it might look like u really care for others or sumthing. but deep inside. it is us, ourselves, that we care more than others. in the end. we still put ourselves first even though we say sumtimes that we dont. loooooool
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Look at me!!! I am part of the masses... the facet of society many so often push around... Why can't they ever stop to think... that, I am human too... that I, too, feel like them... Why can't you answer me??? You must have something in mind... Why can't you answer me??? I know you must have something in mind... Where is their sense of morality??? They trampled upon me as if I was trash... I never did them any wrong!!! Was it a sin I committed when I came to this world as a poor boy??? A poor boy... yes that's what I am... A state of being I didn't even choose at the first place. Was it a sin I committed, to be born like this?? Now tell me!!! Did you ever have the right to choose your status in life when you were born??? Think!!! Before you condemn me... Do I ever have a choice?
I am deprived of all the chances in life... I am looked down upon by people as someone who is too dirty... too smelly... too poor... but I have a heart... Yes!!! I have a golden heart... For every coin I get out of begging helps my younger siblings to survive. The money I earn goes a long way to feed my family... How about you??? How do you feed your family??? Are you 100% sure you work decent enough to earn more??? Are you sure that the money you earned didn't come from a dirty strategy other corrupt politicians used to do to gain power? Can you honestly look at your child straight in the eye true to your heart's core and with a clear conscience?? Have you ever been aware that the money you use to feed your family is an outcome of your hard labor and decent job you can always be proud of??? WHY DID YOU SUDDENLY BECOME QUIET??? WHAT IS IN YOUR MIND NOW?? Tell me!!! Come on, tell me!!!
Huh!!! You have good clothes, you never experienced sleeping without a roof, you eat good food, you enjoy the comforts of life... But, somewhere deep in your mind, your conscience haunts you... Yes... you will never sleep good... Within your subconscious mind, your guilty conscience still haunts you, constantly reminding you about your evil ways... Wow... And you still think you are clean???
Outside, you smell fresh and clean, but deep within your soul... I know you stink... Oh... I believe that kind of smell goes through your body... Yes your soul is bound to burn in hell!!! And look at me! I am just a poor boy... honestly begging for mercy from people like you, to feed my brothers and sisters... to survive, but I never stepped down on anyone. I never stole from anyone nor did I ever use anyone to improve our lives... I can sleep good... Can you??? With a kind conscience like that, well, I don't think so. You will never sleep well... you don't have any right to sleep with a sound mind and a light heart...
Saturday, October 3, 2009
A typical mooncake is round or rectangular and contains a thick pastry including the yolk of salted egg to symbolize the moon. It is coated with a relatively thin crust.
Happy Mooncake Festival to everyone c:
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Packed goods ready to be administered to the denizens of Marikina.
We were oriented that we are to meet the senator's affiliate named Warren in Tiende's parking adjacent to Fun Ranch. We were given allowance for cab and were divided into three groups. Cabs were such a snob so we decided to hire a jeep for all of us since that would be wiser and definitely be a thrift tactic. Got a private jeep and rode it till Tiende. Upon arriving there, we saw our contacts and asked us to ready ourselves and go inside the transpos readied for us. The most epic highlight of this service was the ride itself. We were perched atop a firetruck with the siren wailing all the way to the venue followed by large black vans, later by the military volunteers and the truck loaded with the provisions. It was a loud and catchy convoy similar to presidential escorts. All the people were looking at us and the vehicles nearby won't dare get in the way.
A fitting word for it: MAANGAS
Chiz is known for non-transparency and minimal exposure compared to all prospects for the seat of power so the shirt would be the humblest way of making his help acknowledged and known. Nevertheless, his affiliates were from an organization that doesn't front his name for campaign purposes.
line and one by one held the plastic bags to the next person, a
manual assembly line; a work hand in hand. My arms ached
after that but it was worth it. Then we jumped in back to the truck
for the next place. There was traffic so the advantage of the siren
has no use. Mountains of junk lay in all sides, slippers clung in
electric wires, children and men barely naked, mud-streaked and
damaged houses, an image far from Marikina's reputation as the
cleanest city. The ghost town is worse than I thought. Roads were
all muddy and slippery. There is no electricity, a candle was all
that's keeping their hopes alive. Almost everyone was telling us
they need water, I could imagine how hard it is for them to find
sources that will quench their thirsts. The dry traces of flood in
walls were horrid indications of its really high level. The
instruction was to deliver the boxes and groceries into the other
truck so that they will manage the distribution in an evenly
manner. I no longer cared how the grimy mud at my feet
splats on my shoes and good enough, we finished our work there.
We were informed that that was the last site so we returned to
Tiende to eat. For our efforts we earned our thanks and received
an incentive so we spent it for our dinner. After eating I told them
I'll go ahead, took a bus then went home with a smile.It's an
immersion that really drove us face to face with the reality.
Somehow the sight I saw took me by surprise with a mix of awe
and awareness but my grasp of the society's state
catapulted to a whole new paradigm. The pleasure of serving
and reaching out is mine. Happy to oblige.
Monday, September 28, 2009
After all these. we cant jst murk all over of what was happend. we have to get on with our lives not jst wait to sumbody who will help us or give us anything or whatever. im no being bitter or anything. but standing there wont help. im jst blogging jst to show to the others what happend here. maybe u could help~
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
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Monday, September 21, 2009
Bio: LOGAN DE GAULLE aka Clinton Sparks & DJ Snake Logan de Gaulle is a collaboration of Hip Hop, Electro Dance Funk House music between Clinton Sparks ...(Boston, MA) and DJ Snake (Paris, France). Get Familiar!
Clinton Sparks is a multi-platinum producer/songwriter for Beyoncé, Akon, Ludacris, The Notorious B.I.G and Pitbull, The Daily 10 on E! Entertainment’s music correspondent and DJ/host of the #1 rated worldwide syndicated/Sirius XM Satellite radio show, Smash Time Radio. He holds a DJ residency at Body English The Nightclub inside The Hard Rock Hotel & Casino in Las Vegas and previously held the spot as P. Diddy’s “Press Play” tour DJ.
DJ Snake is Paris' King of Clubs. Since2006, he became POP DJ's most solicited in Paris. Moreover, Dj Snake managed to impose his touch abroad by performing in New York as well as Hong Kong, London and Dubai. DJ Snake regularly produces KING OF CLUB compilations with anthems that are played in the the biggest international clubs. Currently DJ Snake is a resident on Radio Vitamine every Saturday from 8 PM till 9 PM (The N°1 Radio Station in the south of France, from St. Tropez to Monaco)
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02Pitbull vs. Logan de Gaulle - Love Is Gone (Remix)
03Logan De Gaulle vs. Tyrese, Pitbull & Kardinal Offishall Take Me Away (Remix)
04Pitbull Feat. Akon - Shut It Down (Produced by Clinton Sparks & DJ Snake from Pitbull's Rebelution album)
05Pitbull & Logan de Gaulle vs. Kid Cudi & Kardinal Offishall - Day 'N' Nite (Remix)
06Pitbull & Logan de Gaulle vs. Bob Sinclar & Kardinal Offishall - World Hold On (Remix)
07Pitbull & Lil' Jon vs. Logan de Gaulle - Crazy (Remix)
08Clinton Sparks, Pitbull & Fatman Scoop - On To You (Produced By Clinton Sparks & DJ Snake)
09Lisa Lisa Feat. Pitbull - Can't Wait (Produced By Logan De Gaulle)
10Pitbull vs. Logan de Gaulle - Secret Admirer (Remix)
11Pitbull - Hotel Room Service (from Pitbull's Rebelution album)
12Livvi Frank & Pitbull - Now I'm That Chic
13Honorable & Pitbull - Now You See It
14Pitbull vs. Logan de Gaulle - Blanco (Remix)
15Sean Kingston & Pitbull - Fire Burning (Remix)
16Baby Bash, Pitbull & Lil' Jon - Outta Control
17Jeremih & Pitbull vs. Logan de Gaulle - Birthday Sex (Remix)
18Pitbull Outro - Get Familiar!
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some add-ons i installed:
Cooliris plugin: makes photos frm teh site u visit into a cool 3-D full screen slideshow
A2: mini bookmarks: made my bookmarks be only icons and hide the whole name
A3: mini menu bar
apparently, those are only few of the add-ons that i did. there are still more. what i like the most is the new personas for firefox. link here:https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/10900.
personas for firefox made my firefox browser more lively. why? you can change your theme with just a click or two.
to this. notice the difference? the good thing is, you can create your own. change it every time you want to. depends on your mood, maybe. but, who can say. lol. just trying to share some stuffs with u