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Monday, November 28, 2011

When a Crab Hatches

It is said that when a duckling hatches, the first thing that it sees automatically becomes it mother. It believes it though. I guess thats what happened to me. The first person to show me love(excluding parents) was the person that i want to go back with everytime. It maybe wrong like when the first thing that the duckling sees is a cat, it will still believe that it is its mother. But the cat knows otherwise. Sometimes i just dont believe people. Specially Filipinos. I think that my hatred for Filipino culture came to me again when i started playing HoN(Heroes of Newerth). You could really compare the way the Filipinos play internationally with people from other countries like Singapore and Malaysia and Thailand etc. Filipino gamers are selfish and ignorant. Who doesnt take orders from no one. Quitters as well as who swears alot. Mostly, that crab mentallity is true. Thinking about the history. I can say that Filipino culture changed because of the Spanish colonization. Filipinos from that time was supressed therefore hindering them and somewhat changing their culture or lifestyle. I want to believe that that is the reason. For now, ill still go for chinese and japanese people for the reason that they have a different way of life with the Filipino girls that i know.

Thursday, August 18, 2011


Testing via ipod

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Profile Picture Meanings

Facebook Profile Pic – Profiles

Here are my results for the types of pictures with long drawn out details on why they suck.

1) The Emo Pic

Facebook Emo Profile

Cos your life sucks so much, right?

Ethos of this Facebook user: I’m so misunderstood, no one really gets me, the world isn’t ready for people like me. I have the right to show everyone what I think they want to see of my false nature because I’m too frightened to be myself. I’m a frightened little boy/girl so please don’t scare me with your bold statements and facts about the real world. I’m spoiled by my parents who don’t understand what it’s like to be a teenager. I’m a baby whiner with no opinion of my own.

My Conclusion: Look folks, scrape that greasy mop of hair off your face to start with. Dump the pathetic pout and the black nail polish. Just because you have the black & white setting on your camera phone it doesn’t mean using it makes you artistic or emotional, it makes you look foolish and so immature. Do you know how to smile?

What it says about the user: Sad, lonely, frightened, pathetic, whiney.

2) The Couples Kissing Pic

Facebook Couples Kissing

Give it a break, no one cares whose face you're sucking on!

Ethos of this Facebook user: Look at us! Look!!!! Don’t we look great together? Isn’t my boy/girl friend so passionate and caring and sensitive? I feel a great need to share my intimate moments with total strangers who don’t know me and don’t give a shit about my personal life because…well, everyone does it. I want to prove I have a boy/girl friend to my peers even though I am most likely using a stock photo or stole this pic from the net. I’m just so in love that I can’t be content with this feeling until I have at least 100 replies on my new pic by the end of the day.

My Conclusion: Just because you change your Facebook status to “in love!” or “mad for my gf” it doesn’t mean anyone gives a shit. No one is that interested in seeing a pic of two people swapping saliva on your Facebook page. It doesn’t matter that you have 300 albums of similar face sucking pics, your relationship is pretty much doomed the moment you decided to share it with the world. You have made it meaningless by sharing what should be an intimate moment, something sacred between two people. If we want to view softcore porn we can find it through Google or Myspace. Stop it now!

What it says about the user: Desperate for lots of confirmation (LIKES) that proves you have friends.

3) The Cute Childhood Pic

Awww, aren't they adorable?

Are you just as cute now?

Ethos of this Facebook user: I was soooo cute when I was ickle, just look at my cute smile and ickle button nose! I remember my childhood with happy fondness, oh the memories are just golden! I don’t want to post any recent pic on my profile, I want people to see and acknowledge (at least 50 LIKES pls) that I am a happy, fun, cute individual and always have been. I took ages scanning in ALL my old childhood photos and now have 600 albums filled with grainy shots of me playing on the beach looking cute, just like millions of other kids.

My Conclusion: So the 1970′s were good for you too eh? I bet you have a load of pics of you in a Halloween costume or that first day of school, or perhaps a day at the beach/theme park/wedding/birthday/other pointless social event. No one cares. Most of us who are able to use Facebook have mountains of photos exactly the same, the point is that the rest of us don’t post them on our profiles because we’re not hideous monsters who need to wear a bag over our head when in public. How about you post a recent pic of yourself so we can see the horror that evolved from your cute childhood years.

What it says about the user: Ugly minger. Stuck in the past. Probably has deep-rooted personal issues.

4) The Baby Pic

Facebook Baby Pic

You seriously post pics of your precious baby ONLINE?

Ethos of this Facebook user: I’ve just given birth and the first thing I’m going to do (after I send this quick text before I touch my baby for the first time) is post a billion pics on my Facebook page. I’m so happy and excited that everyone needs to know exactly what my baby looks like. Facebook is made for sharing, and our friends & family need to see these pics because we live in a remote part of the world where we never ever see anyone.

My Conclusion: Yes, yes, the miracle of birth is a gift to us all, we are truly blessed that yet another mouth to feed has arrived on an already overpopulated planet. Your baby is very cute but that doesn’t mean I have a burning desire to log in to Facebook and write oodles of cutesy comments about your new born’s latest bowel movement. And please don’t invite me to flick through endless shots in one of your 400 albums where the photos were all taken on the first day, first afternoon of your kids life. Jesus! Give it some space to come to terms with life outside the womb before you thrust it down the neck of the digital world!!

What it says about the user: Egocentric. Possibly mental. Lacks understanding of the scary nature of the internet.

A Run Down Of The Worst of Best of The Rest.

Naturally there are some missing but I grew weary of staring at the same dumb user pics. The ones I’ve left out are pretty self-explanatory so I’m only offering brief explanations:

The Cartoon Pic - For those too lazy to find an actual photo.

The Obvious Lesbian Pic – For the newly outed lesbian with the motto: “Screw the world, I’m a rug muncher so get used to it.”

The Logo Pic – See The Cartoon Pic

The Company Advert Pic – For the ageing guy who doesn’t realise this will never bring him any business.

The Food “Sexual Innuendo Implied (snigger)” Pic – For the male joker who never gets laid.

The Famous Work of Art Pic – For the university student who thinks too highly of themselves.

The Celebrity Pic – For the idiots who hope someone will actually think they are a real celebrity.

The Blurry X-Rated Pic – For the type who wants people to ask if they have a none blurry pic.

The Nature is Wonderful Pic – For the tree hugging, save the planet type who doesn’t understand how much carbon they use by running a PC.

The Religious Pic – For the people who think they can convert others by displaying a few pixels of a dead Jesus.

The Book Cover Pic – For people who think they are well read but really aren’t.

The Rock n Roll Slogan Pic – For smelly people who don’t understand anything beyond their Slayer or Korn lyrics.

-got all these from a site

Tuesday, May 3, 2011


8 days ago, i asked my friend something that i can do in my spare time. a site that i can visit, prolly read long boring stuffs or whatever. then he mentioned a game called Minecraft. so i immediately typed in it in the Google search bar and went to the Minecraft's website. i registered quickly just to play it and see if it is good enough. then it says like you have to pay to download and play the game. so i was like "WTF" to my friend. so he gave me a link containing a cracked version of it. then i started playing it at home. at first glance, you would say "what a sh*tty graphics" well, i was bored so i still played it.

then i asked, whats the purpose of the game. simply because it doesnt have a storyline or instructions when i installed it. then i started searching it on youtube and saw how wonderful this game truly is. the whole environment is made out of blocks which you can replace anywhere. having that thought, you can make structures, etc..

your own fortress perhaps?

thats basically it. well, the game has its own time too. day, and night. making it more realistic. at night, there are monsters that will attack you and that is the main reason why at your first day, you have to make a shelter to protect yourself.

i like this "born this way" parody. its all about minecraft btw. watch it

Thursday, April 14, 2011

What Is God

Well, this is how I see it as well. I think it is obvious, once you really understand most things around you.

The more you begin to investigate
what we think we understand
where we came from
what we think we're doing
the more you begin to see we've been lied to..
We've been lied to by every institution..
What makes you think for one minute that the religious institution is the only one that's never touched?
The religious institutions of this world are at the BOTTOM of the dirt.
The religious institutions in this world are put there by the same people who gave you your government, your corrupt education - to set up your international banking cartels because our masters don't give a DAMN about you, or your family.. all they care about is what they have always cared about and that's controlling the whole damn world.
We have been mislead away from the true and divine presence in the universe that men have called God.
I don't know what God is but I know what he isn't..
And unless and until you are prepared to look at the whole truth and wherever it may go, whoever it may lead to, if you want to look the other way or if you want to play favorites - then somewhere along the line you're going to find out you're messing with divine justice. The more you educate yourself, the more you understand where things come from.. the more obvious things become and you begin to see lies everywhere. You have to know the truth, and seek the truth, and the truth will set you free.

John Blink - What Is God (Radio Edit) by jhoeneseyel

Friday, March 25, 2011

On The Fence

its hard dealing with indecisive people. especially at situations where you and your friends plan to go somewhere and that someone cant just decide. then comes the band-wagons. they might as well just dont give an answer. well, basically, their answer doesnt help. Fickle people are those that change their minds easily. i just cant stand those kind of people. its like im dealing with a fat kid that cant decide what flavor of ice cream he wants. its easy to decide. there is nothing to be afraid from.being lazy cant be a reason why you cant decide. like WTHELL? sooner or later you will need to decide things by yourself. i mean, why not start now? i laughed at myself last time when i remembered being indecisive when i was younger lol. i was a kid. what could i possibly know? so that personality is an attribute for the kids; being indecisive, low self esteem, etc. SMH but sometimes, it cant be help being indecisive. like in instances of choosing what to wear today. ROFL

One-Sided Religion

i despise people who only wants to be friends with some one who is rich or is able to give you many stuffs. Materialism can be bad. it could be the root factor of many things such as the way you interact with others, your personality, etc. i heard this once from a catholic guy "when we die, we leave everything that we have. " so it basically means that all that we possess will be senseless if we die. but then again, having those things can make your short life fulfilling and everything has a price LOL. when we do something good and/or it feels good, there is always something bad that happens simultaneously to it. for example, you eat meat everyday. you eat it at a normal phase that you dont over eat. eating meat shortens your life but it tastes good lol. didnt you ever noticed why those chinese people even reach the age of 100+? so as i was saying. i dont understand.. why choose something/someone that can make you feel good all the time? even in relationships, feeling good all the time is bad.

Friday, January 28, 2011


i heard a story about a friend giving a friend, who recently had a heartbreak, an advice. saying "there is a lot of fishes in the sea." what he meant there was, what his friend loss was not a big thing. it was only a part of a bigger thing and it is not everything. so, dont get sad about it. because, you havent even met 1% of the whole population in this world. having said that, does that makes us fishermen? LOL. i guess it does. and from what i know, to be able to catch a fish, you must have even some of the qualities of a great fisherman which are:
  • patient (knows how to wait)
  • risky (even if there is a storm)
  • tactical (knows where is the right spot to fish)
when you are fishing on your boat, its not enough that you wait, you should not let the fish see you as well. so as to caught one. you need not to scare one.

*i heard this one from one of the boring lectures during masses

Sleepy Zzz

this is my first time rejecting invites, many invites. and i cant stop thinking about it. i mean, i am wasting this long weekend for nothing. this is not the usual me but i am kind of getting use to it though. not going out late night, all that stuff. i feel like a loser tonight. and i dont argue with that. start accepting facts and just move forward. i cant get all my wants and needs in a snap. but what i can do is think about how to get it and just simply plan ahead. like i always do. it seems as if its just me against the world. truly, you cant trust no one but yourself. its funny even sometimes i dont trust myself hahaha. just kidding. i like the movie that i watched earlier today, its called "It's Kind of a Funny Story" movie. check it out

Thursday, January 27, 2011


this maybe the first time that i realized what the sunday mass is all about. the part where most people fall asleep is the most important one.. i guess it is where the church tell the people their thoughts about life or teachings. but, i dont know if i am the only one noticing but, people dont listen to that part in the mass. in short, they dont really get what they should get when going to a mass. well, before, i only go just for the sake of going every sunday. because that is the norm. -.- i still see that that is the point of view of most people. actually, the first time i thought of it, i smiled. it was like what i put on my blogs but it is only read. and being accepted (because they dont react in any violent manner even though they dont understand it) by the people. itll be funny when i bring my pen and paper on the next mass i will attend haha!

Open Mindedness

i just saw a recent tweet and it goes like "I hate closed minded people who think they know everything." its not how i look at it though but if i think about it, i kind of "dont like" close minded people. maybe its just because its hard to convince them and they are so easy to read. that could be some reasons why i dont like them and they could be the reason why i like open minded people as well. look at it at this point of view:
  1. whenever you trip, they wont laugh. not just trip, i mean anything.
  2. a great friend to talk to when you are down. why? they would listen to you and would understand you better. well, actually almost anything like ideas, etc. since they are open minded lol.
  3. since not all people likes what you like and when you introduce that thing to close minded people, their reactions are all the same. not when to open minded people, they will tend to appreciate it more and learn it why you did.
  4. and more stuff.
try to guess why i chose this picture.. lol

Tuesday, January 18, 2011



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Saturday, January 15, 2011

Used Up

one thing that i dont get on most people is that they dont accept changes. on the kind of world we live in now, changes happens more often than it used to. if you dont move, you will get left behind. most people would stick to what they know, believe, have, etc. and would not let go. i mean, for example, why not upgrade your internet connection(on your own home) to DSL. why stick to dial-up? ROFL. people have survived because they changed and why would you prevent that? plus changes makes everything better. im not being idealistic here, but acceptance is one factor that you can put up here. i admire people who see every possibility available and does not look only on a one way.

Friday, January 14, 2011

Last One

i dont know. i still get irritated to people comparing me to what most guys are. they will say that im like them, like that. first things first, thats not fair. dont just judge by what you know. dont be idealistic like most people are. know them first. thats why theres this thing called understanding. just like what i always say "there is no all or everything" what i mean is, everything doesnt apply to everything. like for example. all people are intelligent. we all know that is not true. face it. thats reality. and the same applies to all. i guess, seeing/realizing this when i was young made me want myself to be different from others. dyed hair, colored contact lenses, fashion, music, etc. attitude as well. im still trying to be more realistic than idealistic. i dont believe on what i just read. ill try to get a proof if its true first then thats the time i will truly accept that thing. i hope you guys got what i pointing out lol